i want to fucking kill myself, i will never be happy . im too mentally fucked to ever be happy - im unapreciative and im a bitch 2 those who are good to me, fuck my fucking life. fuck it !
the worst feeling, is feeling like you have no one really there for you.
feelingdepressed for no “real” reason.
feeling like theres no hope for you to be happy in the present or future.
to feel that sadness always comes back - worse than the time before.
to feel as though your mentality is completely different to anyone & question weather you have reasons to be sad or your just moody & crazy.
to know that you have no real friends that give a shit about you, & u lost the ones that did.
it doesnt sound like much but it is when you’ve been through hell & back.
